I don’t want to take this freelance job. Just the thought of it makes me feel like throwing up and taking to my bed. What the hell is wrong with me. It’s $50 per hour. And I just do not want to do it. Is it because I feel like I will fail? Is it because I feel like I should be doing other things? Is it because the place gives me the creeps? Is it because I feel like it is not even my choice? I am not really sure. But I guess I better quit avoiding the phone and buck up and deal with it.