It's real. They may put hot sauce on you or nail biting horror tasting nail polish. It is part of anxiety. DO not blame yourself or feel bad. It is an OCD and it recognized as a disorder. I just bit one and tore it off until it bled. My grandma told me it started … Continue reading Onychophagia (Nail Biting)
Happy Birthday This is a surprising duet https://www.youtube.com/embed/mZmiefQ5y4U
Does anyone else not want to go to sleep because they know what they have to wake up to? Like some stressful situation? I know I am making it worse by staying up this late every night to avoid the onslaught... but... what can I say.
I had someone today challenge me for why I stay online, why I want to blog again, why I don't quit Twitter Ego. I have been here since 1996, been cyberstalked, had to hide for a long time and so on. I am proud to know in one of my jobs we beta'd email and … Continue reading Why I stay online
I love my online only friends. I may not be able to ever meet you all in real life, but I have friendships with you going back to the beginning of the internet. Or even more recently... hey Twice, Hey -Kpop. Or beginning of fandoms - oh hey Tokio Hotel 2007 ... or shame of … Continue reading Online only friends – ily
This song by Norazo from the OST of Mr. Queen just reels you right in. And it fits the drama so well. Do you like? It gets me revved up! I HIGHLY rec that drama, it is very well done. https://www.youtube.com/embed/GYCDpLgiHC8
I would imagine a world where we are not all expected to conform to the same schedule I am grown and I know 8-5 is not me. Noon to midnight is more me. And poor children being forced to be a bus stop by 6:30 am? I love them and I know some people who … Continue reading As John said… Imagine.
note to self: Each time I say "I have to...", change verb to "I get to..." as it "I have to work overtime" or "I have to go order groceries" Changing it to a positive, how lucky I am, I get to work overtime, I get to go order groceries" is a mind changer/ I … Continue reading reframing my language
I am nocturnal. And yet here I am, up since 9 am. What do people do when they get up like this on the weekend? *in a pandemic So far I played some Neopets, watching a video about movie stunt dog, tried to go back to sleep, read my work emails. Now I might try … Continue reading Don’t know what to do with myself