Bah

Had I known some of the things I would lose by getting what I wanted, would I have changed my mind?

Thanks to getting what I wanted, my internet world has gotten even smaller. I can’t always be me because now I am in voluntary servitude to someone else and… I am not sure it is worth it.

I am an angry chick. A very angry chick. And at the very least, I want to be able to have a voice against stupidity. But now, in a way, I am not allowed to.

What to do.

This entry makes no sense. Why? Because I am talking in riddles.

WTF

God this has been an insane few weeks.

Tired

God, I am so tired of drama.

Yeah well.

I tried using LJ for a while to “blog” but after a while, you start gathering “friends” who only want to be your “friend” because you made some pithy commentary in a community and then you try to put friend’s filters to create custom groups of who your close friends are, and then because of course, some of the friends are in fandom, then there is drama around that and FUCK IT.

Christ on a cracker.

I cannot believe I am in fucking pain again. Could someone just please remove my lower left quadrant and put me out of my misery? Seriously.